I took a long absence in my blog due to some un-expected fiasco in my homeland. My house in the Philippines was robbed 3 weeks ago. It put me in a stressful situation that it was impossible for me to be able to happily chatter while I worries from here and there.
It can happen to everybody but knowing I cannot control the situation and I cannot do anything about it makes me really mad. It makes me mad that sometimes I let it affect my motivation in everything that I do. My self control and sense of decision making tends to be compulsive and radical. I guess its human nature. I hope to be able to be more calmer as I go older.
I did a lot of sewing and stitching 'though to re-direct my attention, otherwise I can easily get sick and depressive whenever I think about it. My secret garden cross stitch is almost finished. I'll give it a month and its ready for framing.
It can happen to everybody but knowing I cannot control the situation and I cannot do anything about it makes me really mad. It makes me mad that sometimes I let it affect my motivation in everything that I do. My self control and sense of decision making tends to be compulsive and radical. I guess its human nature. I hope to be able to be more calmer as I go older.
I did a lot of sewing and stitching 'though to re-direct my attention, otherwise I can easily get sick and depressive whenever I think about it. My secret garden cross stitch is almost finished. I'll give it a month and its ready for framing.
2 comments:
I understand you stressing out when things happen so far away from and cant really do much.
I hope everything is ok now. Sorry to hear that the situation put you in a hard spot.
(Hugs)
hi there, thanks! it feel good when people understand. It's kind of freaky, but it happens
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