Yesterday begins my summer vacation even if there is no sign of summer at all in Belgium. As always, my habit of doing multitude of things at the same time proves to be my worst weakness. Although I did accomplish a lot. There are of course a lot to finish up. I was so touched by the documentay I watched yesterday about some people who have this problems about compulsive hoarding behavior. Then I was a little bit panicky myself, because I recognized some sign of hoarding behavior in me. Like when I started sewing something and I didn't get it right in the first place. I used to be so frustrated that instead of making the necessary alteration. I shoved it in my big box and forget all about it, then I am going to begin again with another fabrics until I got it right. But then, I'm not throwing anything at all or salvaging what is left to be recycled. If I searched my sewing room, I don't even know yet what is there to find. So I woke up early this morning and wrote down a planner. I hate failing in anything I myself love to do and the worst is, its too hard to admit it. Since I am already enrolled for September, I should take all the oppurtunity to make the necessary inventories of what has to be done and finish up, before I started anew. That includes updating my blogs which turned out be a seasonal hobby already. Its gonna be a long day today, but it has to happen now or never. :)
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